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About Me Member Deviant of Many Talents ArastellaFemale/United States

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What you'd never know...Sometimes I think there's something wrong with me. I'm almost certain there's something. I'm fine. I have everything going for me. Sure I'm fine. But as I sit here alone, just sobbing, curled up in a small ball...I know there is something. I've never cried so much in my life since coming here. I haven't felt so isolated since freshman year of highschool. And I'm scared because suicide has crossed my mind...but i never would because i couldn't shift my pain on anyone else. And it's not even pain.
It comes in waves sometimes but I rationalize it out of my head. I already have just now less than five minutes ago I actually picked up What you'd never know...
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Apple Juice MemoriesThere I was I was only three Mommy and daddy New sister and me.
I had some toys And plenty of books too I spent my days dreaming Reading Winnie the Pooh.
Wide brown eyes And an instant smile. Long brown hair Cuteness to beguile.
My mind was young Thoughts happy or sad Learning right and wrong Yet at times I was bad.
Lots of memories Like scenes on screen Bright bursts of color Big yards of green.
And O, the stories Imagination gone wild All those beautiful dreams From the Apple Juice Memories
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Crazy BoyCrazy Boy, I don't know where to start From the minute you first talked to me I could tell you liked me. Crazy Boy, you could make me fall apart Heaven knows why I still stick around you. Crazy Boy, you're persistent yet polite. But there's something there that's not infatuation, I think it could be more. Crazy Boy, you make things seem all right. No, I wouldn't say you're hott or really dreamy looking at all Crazy Boy, you care so much. But your personality draws me like a moth to flame, and I see what you're like, even behind silly boy tactics. Crazy Boy, you gently touch. I Crazy Boy
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TiredSome days... I am just tired. So tired I can't think eat focus SLEEP! I don't understand it. I wan Tired
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if your heart was a ....if your heart was a lemon it'd taste quite sour it'd be yellow and round and make me cower
if your heart was a kite it'd fly high and free it'd be far far away and wouldn't belong to me
if your heart was river it'd flow on forever it'd be ever moving on and we wouldn't stay together
if your heart was a star it'd be shiny and bright it'd be always out of reach and it'd only come out at night
if your heart was a drug it'd mess with my head it'd make me happy for a time and wear off instead
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Back from the ashes...just like a phoenix...

Fri Oct 5, 2007, 7:25 PM

A lot has changed since last I posted. I am now a legal age person in college.
I spent my summer working at my dream job.....
Life lately has been chaotic, and I'm still looking for my place here. That's probably why I wanted to revisit the place that held so many thoughts and aspirations from the first half of high school.

I'm not exactly the same, but Im sure I'll explore that in writing as I get back in the proverbial saddle and use poetry and perhaps photography as a sidenote to the harried life of an art student...(in other words, when I'm not camped out at the studio).

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Mood: Neutral
Listening to: "Don't Wait for Daylight" by Needtobreat
Reading: starting Fahrenheit 451 and Animal Farm
Eating: popcorn/pretzels/candycorn/whatever's around!
Drinking: apple juice

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Current Residence: my own state of mind
Interests: poetry, photography, painting, drawing
Favourite movie: Pride&Prejudice, Stranger Than Fiction, The Brothers Grimm, Monty Python&theHG
Favourite band or musician: too many to name
Favourite artist: Da Vinci or Vermeer
Favourite poet or writer: Shakespeare is superb. like some Kafka...lots of others.
Favourite photographer: my grandpa- not that he's renowned, but he's really good.
Favourite style of art: abstract
Operating System: Mac
Favourite game: Connect Four. Monopoly. Life. I heart boardgames.
Personal Quote: Whenever you fall, pick something up. ~Oswald Avery
Tools of the Trade: limited only by my imagination